We lived it smiling and frowning. We worked hard and soft. We did the best we could to make it pass peacefully. We appreciated each and every day of it. In a few days we will wave it a goodbye.
When you were younger you fell in love with someone. It felt like your whole heart had grown and gained a life of its own. You cried when they left you at the end of a date, your heart caught in your throat sometimes just looking at them and you wrote them overemotional letters saying how your world would end if they ever did. Years later you had outgrown them and you separated. You locked your heart away and dated another person who is so affectionate, easy going, with some similar interests but different core values. You did love them too, but even at its height it was a shallower attachment. You thought you would never risk loving anyone like the first one again. Last year you fell in love with someone new. Of course this time was with an idealized version of them not the real person, but the love was real. You felt like they were teaching you to love again, coaxing your heart out of its shell. It didn't take many weeks to ditch the first and second love, even though you were happily in self-denial. You still want your heart to leap into your mouth when your catch your lover's eye a certain way, but you also want to talk to them about what they want out of life and your relationship. You want someone who is your equal in terms of intellect, achievement and aspirations. You want a combination of passion and reason. You want the depth and shared commitment to being loving with each other that makes you breathless and young again.
Can falling in love grow on you slowly?
Just a random thought about someone
1:15 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Take That
As we know, Christmas has just ended, but one thing about Christmas still bugs me that it's hard to find the perfect gifts for someone you diss. As we know that someone we diss can be harder to shop for than someone we like. After all, it's truly hard to find a gift that really nails our feelings for someone we dislike. Well, worry no longer, because I have got some gifts to conclude two great ideas for that liable someone.
Ashton Kutcher's Christmas Card
A Horny, Rudolph-Loving, Script-Pitching Santa
There are plenty of things that can really ruin Christmas, but checking eagerly your Christmas video card to find Ashton Kutcher himself as a drunk, unemployed Santa looking for work in Hollywood and Slutty Demi as Rudolph who has inappropriate relations with Santa in the copy room has to be among the most effective gifts. I'm sure that if you send it properly, it will have the same face-melting effect of looking into your own weewee. It has taken me awhile to overcome my recent crush Ash. But then, maybe the only reason I'm still in love with him is because I believe that no one on earth would dare label himself as Kelso.
Cigarettes for the Quitters
Here's a nice choice for non smoker enemies. It is way cool because they can't use it and this of gift is pretty much not returnable. If they go back to smoking they'll be that much closer to getting lung cancer. There's no way you can lose with this one.
Remember, next Christmas use your wicked imagination, and most importantly, have fun.
Sometimes I wonder if people would ever understand that I am not Christian or Jewish but I would like to celebrate all the holidays. I am a Muslim and from this point I derive my greatness and compassion for other religions. For the sake of parties, no religion is superior over any other. Even though many people try to pretend that somehow their religion is better than the others. It is not, and never should be anymore for everyone believes in their own religions and no way have they thought that they are less than the others. Everyone is free to practice whatever myth they want to adhere to.
Perhaps my thought is going to be considered backlash against some religions but sooner or later people will understand.
Happy Eid and happy birthday Jesus
12:34 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
over the rainbow
2:18 PM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
KelSiran
She is passionate, acquiescent, gorgeous, imaginative, bright, and an arty girl who has many things to share with others.
He is dogmatic, adolescent, and awfully sarcastic; which means, do not take him way too seriously.
In a very small nutshell, this blog is meant for our pure fandom, but we don't mind people, who are just rambling around. However, we do not tolerate with others who take things factually, or take offense easily.
Finally, we are not here to make soul-mates, not here for enemies either, as well not for drama or tragedy; and mostly not for judgmental comments on what we do or write in this blog. For we all know, blogs are very one-sided facet, and only displays a small portion about us.