Monday, February 18, 2008
GG
I don't get in GG Forums to write as much as I used to. More often than not, I get here to catch up on my friends and see what they are up to, while occasionally updating all of them on what is going on with me. I'm tremendously happy with what I write. I edit my short stories and write articles. No drawing or designing as of yet, but I'm hoping that will change within a few months.I have a love-hate relationship with GG Forums. I have taken much from my time on GG Forums, going back to my very first topic on March 2007. I worked my way through my pain on GG; I've unintentionally detailed everything that's gone on in my mundane life on GG; and I have made some good friends on GG.
But there are times that GG really pisses me off. Like the uncompassionate members who don't care of each other. Now, I know I don't take a good share on other forums rather than English Lounge. I get that. But this all feeds into why I don't write on GG as much as I used to.
I don't trust all GG supervisors, moderators and administrators. After the great deal of posting their favorite most distinguished member, supervisor and forum and after spotting their favorite topics and mostly designs or Arabic topics, I haven't been able to completely trust them. I still can't look at the header of the forums without wanting to throw up.
The ball is in your court, GG Forums. Here's my hope you don't let everyone down like me.
4:55 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Happy Couple
A man and his ever nagging wife went on vacation to Jerusalem. While they were there the wife passed away. The undertaker told the husband, "You can have her shipped home for $5,000, or you can bury her here in the Holy Land for $150." The man thought about it and told him he would just have her shipped home. The undertaker asked, "Why would you spend $5,000 to ship your wife home, when it would be wonderful to be buried here and you would spend only $150?" The man replied, "Long ago a man died here, was buried here, and three days later He rose from the dead. I just can't take that chance!"
'Til death us do part, eh?
Have a nice day everyone
10:34 PM
V for Valentine and also for Vain
I feel so fragile; the lightest thing in world could shatter my entire existence. And it's just happening now. It felt good, though; even though knowing the risk I was taking, I skate on my board and smiled like I haven't smiled since last time I skated.Valentine's Day has passed. And for that I am grateful. It's a day entirely too sore to remember, or pay no attention to. My desires were definitely from the reptilian memory that day. I wanted to find someone to spend it with. Or, excepting that, I wanted to die, because reptilian memory logic dictated that if I couldn't reproduce; I couldn't make it; I wouldn't deserve survival. Luckily, my mind realized it also had that most basic sense of self-defense which had for so long kept me from letting go of myself, forgetting to care like any other guy would forget to jerk off in the morning.
In a nutshell, Valentine's Day, Fuck off. A holiday for people who have what I lack? I'll be frigging lost if I'm going to celebrate that.
Today is relatively boring, as well. I am still injured from skateboard accident. I've felt lately, I don't perform to my usual standard of beating the shit out of everyone I challenge even myself. I'm really goddamned jealous of people who don't have sport skilled anyways.
I hate being picked up, given hope, and dropped twice as hard for my trouble. There's little more aggravating than that. It hurts like a cold knife in the gut covered with salt. And it happens all too often.
I want to write more, but also I want to catch up with my other life, y'know.
3:31 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
..This Is Funny in a Very Realistic Way..
..Imagen This Would Be Possible One Day..
..I Definitley Wish To Replace Some..Well Most Of My YESs With The Biggest NOs Ever..